Long time no post!

Well things have been crazy my first semester on campus, but life didn't suck too too too bad.

I have decided that I don't a boyfriend anymore. I want someone like that but not quite. You know someone who is real with me, and tells me things, and I tell them things, and we keep each others secrets, have deep conversations about our future, yet still have fun playing videos games and chillin' in the cut (lol).
Someone I go to the movies  and people who don't know us think we going together but other's who really know us know we are just there for fun. We can go out with another "couple" and just have loads of fun.

I'm seriously not looking for a boyfriend, not a lover. I'm looking for a kind of boy friend, sort of a lover... someone who I could totally date, but don't... because I don't have for a full blown relationship...
If I don't call them for three weeks they won't start bitchin' and complainin'... someone who has my back, and makes my insides tingle with excitement.

I'm looking for a thriller, and a motivator, a fun loving, video game playing playa with game and a real cool style... who got eyes for me but who doesn't mind staying at the barely cuddle buddy stage.

But finding guys like that's hard to find... well Keco doesn't have a problem but I sure in the hell do... ~_~
Most guys I think are awesome to spend large amounts of time with are attached one way or another, actually alot of people don't even see me past the friend stage... why??? I don't know... I'm always the "nice girl", I'm cool and fun, but never someone who is like "WOW!" Only one has ever done that and we all know who he is and I'm not even going to go there ....

BOTTOM LINE IS not looking for a relationship, just a partnership that's kind of like a relationship but not...